I never knew that one singe blade could mess up my life...
I can't get my wrists to bleed, just don't know why suicide appeals to me.
How can you hide from what never goes away?
There's something about death that is comforting. The thought that you could die tomorrow frees you to appreciate your life now.
Please don't blame yourself for any of the stupid shit that I choose to do. None of this is your fault. I'm the one who makes these bad decesions so im the one who pays the consequences.
Life it seems, will fade away drifting further every day getting lost within myself nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live simply nothing more to give.
The only thing worse then being hated is being ignored. At least when they hate you they treat you like you exist.
I'm often silent when I am screaming inside.
I'm freezing, I'm starving, I'm bleeding to death, Everything's fine.
Without pain, there would be no suffering, with out suffering we would never learn from out mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there's no way of life.
Rock bottom is good solid ground, and a dead end street is just a place to turn around.
My time has come, and so I'm gone. To a better place, far beyond. I love you all as you can see. But it's better now, because I'm free.