Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I feel, of what I've said, of who I am, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you.
Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theaters. Hold her hand while you talk. Tell her she's beautiful. Look her in the eyes when you talk to her. Tell her stupid jokes. Let her play with your hair. Just walk around with her. Look at her like she's the only girl you see. Tickle her, even if she say's stop. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Get her mad, then kiss her. Tease her. Let her tease you back. Kiss her forehead. When shes sad, hang out with her. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Kiss her in the rain...
He was so imperfect already, I could only imagine what structural damage lay beneath but still, as he kissed me, it didn't seem to matter.
Close your eyes, and imagine 5, 10, 15 years from now. You are with your husband and maybe 2, 3 or so kids and your a very happy family, and very self-full-filled and your life is perfect just the way you had always dreamed and hoped, and then your little 5 year old child asks you: "mommy, why do you have all those white scars on your arm?" and then what will you say? I used to take a razor and pull it down real slow and carefully and watch the blood drop out of my skin so that I could see that I am still alive, or so I could feel real physical pain instead of emotional pain. No you can't say that to your child. and even if you do then your child will learn from you and do the same to themselves when ever they are feeling down. you don't really want that now do you.
You know when you cut yourself really badly, it doesn't hurt at all for awhile you don't feel anything - death, our reaction to death is sort of like that you don't feel anything at all and then later on you begin to hurt.
If you love something, set it free if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store.
Thanks for being the friend who's always believed in me, who's always understood, who's always accepted me, who's always cared.
Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still love although they've been hurt before.
Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle... rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.
I don't necessarily want to be happy; I just want to stop feeling miserable.
As long as you know everything is a lie then you can't hurt yourself.
There's no need to be jealous. You're the one I'm with, the one I love, and boy, the only one I'll ever need.