If I was pretty would you love me? If I was perfect would you want me? If I loved you would you leave me?
Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running back... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take you back... no questions asked. Sad isn't it?
When you quit fearing pain, when you learn to love the pain, you will lose all fear of everything.
That night, he held me so tight, he pressed me into the wall as if he was clinging to a lifebuoy in a vast ocean of the unknown. His body is so deeply familiar, there was a volume of experience behind the way he held me. I thought of that love running as deep and strong as an underground tunnel. Whats between us is now so complex, changing, alive, the love ebbs and flows, it sprang from nothing and sometimes retreats to it. But then it's back. Fuller. Faster.
A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself.
He's lost the one girl who thought nothing was wrong with him.
I love you. I always have and I always will, its taken me to long to realize it, but your the one for me. Your my everything, my day, my smile, my laughter, my tears, my heart, my soul, my love, my life.
I just want to hug you, but your are 480 some miles away, what I wouldn't do for a hug.
Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head.
I never found the words to say, you're the one I think about each day.
Laying there with your arms around me I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go. To just stay wrapped in your arms forever. Where nothing else matters but you and me.
Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, you knew youd die if they did?